Timie.18 y.o.Pale-skinned.have you ever?
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Generally, i'm happy...thanks Pa...:)
i jus can't hide from sadness...epal kasi sya eh...
Have you ever felt confused, tired, frustrated and just want to be held? Not by just anyone, but the one you care about? Being Tin for me.
Have you ever felt like you wanted to cry, but couldn't cause that'd mean all your friends would know you had been crying? Or anyone in your family, because you're afraid to show that you have been crying?
Have you ever felt angry at yourself for thinking you're selfish? Because something bad happened to you, but something worse happened to someone else. And you had just picked the wrong time to finally complain. And when you figure out, you feel horrible for complaining?
Have you ever felt so tired, that you didn't even want to move. You just wanted to sit and sit, and sit. Till you couldn't sit anymore? Not physically tired. But mentally?
have you experienced all that? ask me.....
i jus can't hide from sadness...epal kasi sya eh...
Have you ever felt confused, tired, frustrated and just want to be held? Not by just anyone, but the one you care about? Being Tin for me.
Have you ever felt like you wanted to cry, but couldn't cause that'd mean all your friends would know you had been crying? Or anyone in your family, because you're afraid to show that you have been crying?
Have you ever felt angry at yourself for thinking you're selfish? Because something bad happened to you, but something worse happened to someone else. And you had just picked the wrong time to finally complain. And when you figure out, you feel horrible for complaining?
Have you ever felt so tired, that you didn't even want to move. You just wanted to sit and sit, and sit. Till you couldn't sit anymore? Not physically tired. But mentally?
have you experienced all that? ask me.....
how.....
Monday, March 24, 2008
My close friends know that I'm living a shitty life here most of the time.My friends have been wanting me to share to them my problems. Maybe they're sick of hearing me cussing all the time I'm not in the mood. They want me to explain....why? How? What, where, when, who? Whateverrrr...so yeah....
my question is....
it's just too hard to understand some shitz in our lives.....
and sometimes, not identifying them makes it worse.ok...*out*
my question is....
How to explain something you yourself don’t understand?
it's just too hard to understand some shitz in our lives.....
and sometimes, not identifying them makes it worse.ok...*out*
school's over...?
Sunday, March 23, 2008
isn't it? ai ewan....
we formally ended the school year with a bang! kumain kami after the finals sa labas (kami magkaklase), dumaan na ang holy week, at ngayon, naghahanda na lang para sa enrolment bukas, for summer classes...
biruin nyo yun, parang stucked kami sa school..pero mas okay na ata yun kesa magdrugs..haha
so yun nga, bukas na enrolment....maaga ako pupunta ng school..kasi aabutin ako ng bukas kung tanghali na ako magsisimula....
dapat tulog na pero di pa....masyado malalim lang iniisip...
may dinaramdam....
mag-aaral ako..
magtatapos ako sa college...pagkatapos nun, anu na kaya?
mag-aaral ulet para master's degree....
mag-aaral para sa doctorate...
tapos aral para maging master teacher 1,2,3,4,5,6 o kung hanggang ilan ba pwede....
i'll be stucked in schoolforever???? nah....forever will be for tin....
haha baliw ako kung anu-ano lang tinatype ko..so yun, sige na....ubusan ng yaman na naman bukas...
we formally ended the school year with a bang! kumain kami after the finals sa labas (kami magkaklase), dumaan na ang holy week, at ngayon, naghahanda na lang para sa enrolment bukas, for summer classes...
biruin nyo yun, parang stucked kami sa school..pero mas okay na ata yun kesa magdrugs..haha
so yun nga, bukas na enrolment....maaga ako pupunta ng school..kasi aabutin ako ng bukas kung tanghali na ako magsisimula....
dapat tulog na pero di pa....masyado malalim lang iniisip...
may dinaramdam....
mag-aaral ako..
magtatapos ako sa college...pagkatapos nun, anu na kaya?
mag-aaral ulet para master's degree....
mag-aaral para sa doctorate...
tapos aral para maging master teacher 1,2,3,4,5,6 o kung hanggang ilan ba pwede....
i'll be stucked in school
haha baliw ako kung anu-ano lang tinatype ko..so yun, sige na....ubusan ng yaman na naman bukas...
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