for the last time this year 2007, i let myself cry....cry not because of pain and disappointments but of joy...
2007 has given me so much pain in the beginning yet it also gives me more happiness later that i thought i'll never have very soon...it's been given sooner than expected...God loves me so much...:)
ok, these things/events took place this year and are what i am crying for:
*i cry because i already have that 'SOMEONE' whom i thought i'd never have but God is so great for giving me a chance to be with her, be happy again and keep her....i'l do everything to keep her forever...promise....
*i cry for joy knowing that i had lost people who are not worth keeping
*i cry for all the things i had survived
*i cry for the few people i have kept till now and to the few new ones im sure are true to me
*i cry for joy that i had been hurt badly as it became a passport to what TIMIE IS now..
i will always give credit to the pain 2007 had given me, coz it taught me what it's like to deal with hardships and prepares me to a worse battle that lies ahead...i know it..why? it's life...after all, these things will bring me to the real joy that i know i truly deserve =)
i have it already but i know i can be happier....God knows what i'm asking for...only Him knows..=)