Timie.18 y.o.Pale-skinned.*sigh*
Friday, January 11, 2008
Everything is sickening in this place...
having two mental/emotional break-downs: one is tolerable...the other is fcuking breaking me into pieces....
first is school....but yeah,as what i've said...it's tolerable...i think i'm just the one giving myself pressure...
the other is my family and friends....
....idk why it has to be like this...
Why is it that whenever I try to do something, it always goes wrong, and I mean always. Ii feel as if my life goes by day-by-day and it always seems to get worse…yes it does.... And yet for everyone else here, it’s so easy for them...they don't know what it feels like to have the world turns its back on you time and time again…and again and again...
Life is tough, i know...but this godd*mn world I'm in doesn't know how it feels to be seen as invisible..
i'm pretty sure, we are all experiencing moments that really make us feel down, different reasons obviously, but still it ain't a fun thing at all....
having two mental/emotional break-downs: one is tolerable...the other is fcuking breaking me into pieces....
first is school....but yeah,as what i've said...it's tolerable...i think i'm just the one giving myself pressure...
the other is my family and friends....
....idk why it has to be like this...
Why is it that whenever I try to do something, it always goes wrong, and I mean always. Ii feel as if my life goes by day-by-day and it always seems to get worse…yes it does.... And yet for everyone else here, it’s so easy for them...they don't know what it feels like to have the world turns its back on you time and time again…and again and again...
Life is tough, i know...but this godd*mn world I'm in doesn't know how it feels to be seen as invisible..
i'm pretty sure, we are all experiencing moments that really make us feel down, different reasons obviously, but still it ain't a fun thing at all....
please end this Lord
Sunday, January 6, 2008
i don't wanna cry....or should i say i don't want them see me crying....
stop this please....
i don't wanna go home 'cause for sure i'll end up fighting with them....
i'm badly hurting inside so please....stop hurting me....
stop this please....
i don't wanna go home 'cause for sure i'll end up fighting with them....
i'm badly hurting inside so please....stop hurting me....
being bi...
Being bi is something that comes from inside your heart,
Not something inside a bottle of booze turned loose with some hardcore tunes,
Being bi is who you are,
Not an outfit your trying on,
Being bi is not a choice,
not a chance for popularity,
Being bi is loving either of the two genders,
Not kissing your friends to turn a few heads,
Being bi is being born that way,
Not being born straight or gay,
Being bi is being you,
Not kissing and feigning romance for social status.
Being bi is not a choice,
Not a choice for popularity,
Being bi is confusion,
Not knowing what you do is for kicks,
Being bi is about love,
Not about fun.
Being bi is about being you,
Not being someone else.
Not something inside a bottle of booze turned loose with some hardcore tunes,
Being bi is who you are,
Not an outfit your trying on,
Being bi is not a choice,
not a chance for popularity,
Being bi is loving either of the two genders,
Not kissing your friends to turn a few heads,
Being bi is being born that way,
Not being born straight or gay,
Being bi is being you,
Not kissing and feigning romance for social status.
Being bi is not a choice,
Not a choice for popularity,
Being bi is confusion,
Not knowing what you do is for kicks,
Being bi is about love,
Not about fun.
Being bi is about being you,
Not being someone else.
2:13 PM