*sigh*
Friday, January 11, 2008
Everything is sickening in this place...
having two mental/emotional break-downs: one is tolerable...the other is fcuking breaking me into pieces....
first is school....but yeah,as what i've said...it's tolerable...i think i'm just the one giving myself pressure...
the other is my family and friends....
....idk why it has to be like this...
Why is it that whenever I try to do something, it always goes wrong, and I mean always. Ii feel as if my life goes by day-by-day and it always seems to get worse…yes it does.... And yet for everyone else here, it’s so easy for them...they don't know what it feels like to have the world turns its back on you time and time again…and again and again...
Life is tough, i know...but this godd*mn world I'm in doesn't know how it feels to be seen as invisible..
i'm pretty sure, we are all experiencing moments that really make us feel down, different reasons obviously, but still it ain't a fun thing at all....
having two mental/emotional break-downs: one is tolerable...the other is fcuking breaking me into pieces....
first is school....but yeah,as what i've said...it's tolerable...i think i'm just the one giving myself pressure...
the other is my family and friends....
....idk why it has to be like this...
Why is it that whenever I try to do something, it always goes wrong, and I mean always. Ii feel as if my life goes by day-by-day and it always seems to get worse…yes it does.... And yet for everyone else here, it’s so easy for them...they don't know what it feels like to have the world turns its back on you time and time again…and again and again...
Life is tough, i know...but this godd*mn world I'm in doesn't know how it feels to be seen as invisible..
i'm pretty sure, we are all experiencing moments that really make us feel down, different reasons obviously, but still it ain't a fun thing at all....