Timie.18 y.o.Pale-skinned.for the last time this year 2007, i let myself cry....cry not because of pain and disappointments but of joy...
2007 has given me so much pain in the beginning yet it also gives me more happiness later that i thought i'll never have very soon...it's been given sooner than expected...God loves me so much...:)
ok, these things/events took place this year and are what i am crying for:
*i cry because i already have that 'SOMEONE' whom i thought i'd never have but God is so great for giving me a chance to be with her, be happy again and keep her....i'l do everything to keep her forever...promise....
*i cry for joy knowing that i had lost people who are not worth keeping
*i cry for all the things i had survived
*i cry for the few people i have kept till now and to the few new ones im sure are true to me
*i cry for joy that i had been hurt badly as it became a passport to what TIMIE IS now..
i will always give credit to the pain 2007 had given me, coz it taught me what it's like to deal with hardships and prepares me to a worse battle that lies ahead...i know it..why? it's life...after all, these things will bring me to the real joy that i know i truly deserve =)
i have it already but i know i can be happier....God knows what i'm asking for...only Him knows..=)
This year is different for me, I've come up with many realizations in life that really counts, that if only I dig more before it won't be hard for me dealing with life. Here are the things I am thankful for:
*Tin - you rock my world!!! =) thank you for helping me realize things, for believing in me..you give the world back to me...mwah!!! i love you so much!!!
*my family - you are part of everything I am and will be
*friends - those who have proven and shown me what really true friends are
*"so-called friends" - for showing me what i should not be
*each new day - means another life...i've been given so many chances to live..and i'll continue living til He allows me to
*world - coz this is where we are...it may be in chaos at times, but this is still the best gift God has given
***GOD!!! - the source of everything
***and i'm thankful that I've learned to be thankful for the things I have right now and I'll be having later...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
WITH YOU by CHRIS BROWN
[Intro:]
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
[Verse 1:]
Hey little mama
Oo you're a stunner
Hot little figure
Yes you a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class all your own
And oh little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that your mine
You are one of a kind
And you mean to me
What I mean to you
And together baby
There is nothin we won't do
Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all
[Chorus:]
And oh
I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
[Verse 2:]
Ooh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you theres no one else then
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I can not wait now
Hey little shorty
Say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything
Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all
[Chorus:]
And oh
I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Oh oh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Yeah
[Breakdown:]
And I
Will never try to deny
That your are my whole life
Cuz if you
Ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need
Another woman
I just need
Your all or nothing
Cuz if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
They need they boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
[Chorus:]
And oh
I'm into you girl
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Ooh ooh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
With you
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
ang ganda ng song....=]
i need to be with you and it's really true...
dumagdag pa ang mga pinapagawa ng l*ch* naming prof. sa major na nakatalo ko kaninang umaga lang. Paano ba naman, tambak ang pinapagawa...Grabe..sobra...grrr..
1. Una, pinapakuha kami ng copy ng NEW CURRICULUM ng mga subjects sa high school at elementary sa DepEd.
-o di pumunta kami, e lintik din na mga tao dun, di kami inientertain.
kinabukasan,
2. Dahil di kami nakakuha ng pinapagawa nya, nagdagdag siya, isama daw namin ang OLD CURRICULUM.
-since busy that afternoon, di namin nagawa...hello, di lang subject nya meron kami noh.
3. Naghahanap sya ng methods in teaching, so nakagawa naman kami, e malay ba namin kelangan namin gumawa ng visual aids for that. We were just asked to have a written report of it.
4. Another work for us: strategies, techniques and approaches in Teaching. iba-iba yon ah...at di yong galing sa book na ginagamit namin.
5. Interview at least five (5) teachers about the methods they are using. Then, differentiate the methods (new) to the traditional ones.
6. Lesson planning: Make a lesson plan EVERYDAY for Filipino and English that follows the learning competencies stated in the curriculum in three ways, detailed, semi-detailed and outline.
lecheng mga gawain!!! matatapos ba namin yan this week?
iisang subject lang ba meron kami? grrr....
lumalala sakit ko kakaisip sa mga yon..tsk...
after that shocking news from gia last saturday, things are becoming clear to us now...*sigh* it's sad to know that it has to happen, but what else can we do..? we're not in control of the sitch..so yun na nga...mejo nakakainis na ewan..ayoko maging bias pero di ko maiwasang di makaramdam ng galit..di ko pa nakakausap talaga yong kabilang side pero yong takbo ng pangyayari at yong mga nangyari at ginawa niya, errr, enough na ata yon para magalit kami...magalit sa taong minahal ng bunso namin...na ewan pala ang utak...grrrr....hay, pipigilan ko dapat magsalita pero errr..di kaya..mababaliw ako kung itatago ko lang sa sarili ko...tsk
well, as i was contemplating about what happened to our bunso, gia, and tardi, I've come to a conclusion and I know this is what i had been gone through before and now, it's gia's turn to go through this, that being hurt is a must for everyone to know our weaknesses and overcome it for us to be a better and stronger person. There are other realizations that i've come up to - that in every relationship, there should be a balance, a balanced amount of feelings between the couple...that some relationships end because one loves too much and the other loves too little...too many to mention...
It breaks my heart that some people who are close to me have to go through this. I know how it feels 'coz I used to be in their sitch, being hurt, crushed, broken, shattered and what usually causes it? LOVE...
It's not wrong to love someone so deeply, to love them more than you do with anyone in this world but the hard thing there is not being loved in return the same amount you've given them, not even half of it and loving them continuously eventhough they've already hurt and left you. It is something that needs a lot of effort to not let it go over you. It would surely feel like hell and you'd think it's the end of the world, maybe it is. Because the person we love became our world and then all of a sudden POOF!!! they're gone. Good for me coz I'm happy. I have Tin and she's all that I need to have. THANK GOD!!!
I'm still thinking of ways how to make Gia feel better but I'm finding a hard time to do it. Sure I had my ways before of moving on but it doesn't mean it would work for others. Maybe,all I can do now, together with the two ate's, is to never leave her side (not physically though) and to atleast try cheering her up in our little ways. Letting her feel that we're with her.
to our Bunso, we're just here for you...ate tim, ate tin, and ate jc...
cry your heart out till it pains no more...we love you...
this is the video my friend Andrei made as a tribute to Heather of ANTM Cycle 9....
kainggit sya kasi ang dami nyang subscribers..hehe
In today's society we hear a lot about ethics. Many professions have their own "code of ethics" in which they follow. While other, or even the same, professions are labeled as just plain unethical. In all of these professions there is a confusion as to what really is ethical and unethical behavior. In fact, every single one of us is faced with a multitude of ethical decisions every day, especially in our relationships. Just take a look at the message boards of this site. You will see an incredible disagreement as to what is right or wrong to do in a relationship.
A perfect example of this is when our advice columnist, Romantica, responded to an advice request about whether having cyber-sex with another person while in a relationship was considered cheating. When she asked for viewpoints from readers she received quite a few varying responses. Whatever your views on this are, the fact remains that there is a lot of uncertainty in society about simple definitions of right and wrong. Now, don't get me wrong. I am not going to preach to you in this article about my views on what is right and wrong. What I hope to achieve here is to give you a few tools and a little information to help you come to your own conclusions about whether something is right or wrong.
Why is this so important? Well, basically, the decisions you make now effect your entire future. Not only your future, but your partner's and your children's future also. The choices you make every single day, effect the future of everybody around you. Let's say you are at work and there is a beautiful (or handsome) co-worker flirting with you. You start having fantasies about them and thinking about them. This fantasy goes so far that you even think about them when you are in bed with your partner. Now technically you have not done anything wrong. You have not actually slept with this person and you have done nothing that can be proved in any court of law. Basically you can argue that there is nothing wrong with a little fantasy. You can even argue that it enhanced your relationship with your partner and made things more exciting. Well, let me ask you a couple of things. If it was so right, then why do you have to spend so much time telling yourself that it was right? Also, why don't you tell your partner about it? I am sure they would be thrilled to know that you have found something that makes both of your lives better! The fact of the matter is that if you would not like it if it was done to you, or if it would have a detrimental effect on your relationship if your partner found out about it, then it is wrong!
So, what is the big deal about all this? Basically, when you do something wrong, it is human nature to justify what you did. If you have an affair, it all of a sudden becomes your partner's fault. You find excuses for what you are doing. It doesn't even really matter what the excuses are. I am sure you can come up with a whole host of excuses for someone having an affair right off the top of your head. The fact is that you can make excuses for something to the point that you actually believe them. It is these justifications that will end up destroying your relationship.
In conclusion I will leave you with these thoughts. What is right and wrong is a personal choice. What is right for you may be wrong for your partner. Whenever you make a decision that will affect your relationship, ask yourself these two questions:
- Do you have to convince yourself it is right?
- Would your partner be upset if they found about it?
If it fails that test, don't do it. You will be a lot happier in the long run.
so yon, the usual thing na ginagawa ko sa bahay pag weekends, naglaba ako..Di agad ako nakagamit ng pc kasi gamit ni kuya...So sa mobile ako nagonline..tapos text ulit..iisa lang naman po lagi kong kachat at katext at kausap, ang asawakoh...nung time na nagonline ako, nakausap ko si sungit at usap-usap..tapos napagusapan bagay-bagay...
i love it when we talk about life not just about love...i love it when sometimes our beliefs clashes and we end up agreeing to each other's ideas....ganyan kami...
later this afternoon, nagonline ako sa mobile na, kasi mejo nawalan ako ng lakas humarap sa pc, parang naging weak ba kasi parang di ok asawako...so nakahiga na ako habang kachat sya, di ko namalayan umiyak na ako hanggang makatulog...tumatawag pala siya, e di ko nasagot..tsk...ayun,sa pag-uusap namin, nagiyakan kami...basta...mahal talaga namin isa't isa...wala ng iba...if there's one thing that i'm really praying for, that would be to be with my sungit na...
Wala lang, masaya lang talaga kami...after ng medyo di pagkakaunawaan kagabi, naayos naman agad...lambing lambing pa...hehe.. :)
so yeah, nothing significant happened in school today, i was just camwhoring and the usual discussions by our prof bored me...i never thought that something will hapen later this afternoon, we had a fight, if it really is fight, i felt like i was being pushed away and it hurts like hell..she doesnt know how i need and love her...haaay
2. I'm taking up education byt the virtue of no choice.lol..I nver dreamt of becoming a teacher. I don't have anything against it, it's just that it's not really my cup of tea.
3. Nagbbite a rin ako ng nails ko...hahaha
4. Insomniac ako. Three years na. Maaga na ang 11 o 12 na tulog ko. Minsan di ako nakakatulog talaga. Pinipilit ko na lang minsan para di naman ako masyadong bangag tingnan pag pumasok sa school.hehe
5. Mahilig ako magdaldal pero pag sinasalang sa mga contest sa school naiiyak ako sa kaba...hehe
6. I love fries....and CHICKEN!!! pag pumupunta kami jollibee o mcdo, di mawawala ang Cheezy Cheese Fries at extra large fries sa inoorder ko..hehe..pero pag ang pinuntahan namin, walang binebentang fries, CHICKEN!!! (joanna, pareho?haha)
7. I love net surfing, chatting, basta may kinalaman sa internat..haha...dahil na din isa ito sa means of communication namin ni Tin.
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-konti pa lang nasa link ko eh....kaya tatlo lang muna..hehe..:)
ito ang link oh:
http://s191.photobucket.com/albums/z161/timieimit/?action=view¤t=TimTin26-WhenGodMadeyou.flv
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